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Nobody puts baby in a corner

Sun, 17 Oct 2010 20:41:23 -0400

Its amazing how one summer can change everything. I literally feel reborn..as if all of my thoughts, feelings and beliefs have been altered. I used to believe that I needed someone to make me happy, I now realize that I can be happy and independant. I used to think my problems were so much bigger than they were, now I realize how petty and unimportant they are in the grand scheme of things. I used to be a little ignorant to how other’s thought, and now I have come to see things from multiple perspectives. I have learned to embrace everything and everyone that comes into my life whole heartedly because you never know when they may be gone. I have learned to let go and have fun and just not give a damn who is watching because I deserve to enjoy my life. Overall I learned that no matter how hard you try to be someone elses idea of perfect, you still are yourself in the end and you will always come back to the person you truly are.

Cute :)

Fri, 23 Jul 2010 18:26:26 -0400

2 grandparents bring the cutest little girls in to the rink for their sabres hockey game and realize they are an hour early. They call the dad, telling him he can make it here in time for the game on his way home from the airport. 20 minutes later dad walks in, hiding 2 stuffed animals behind his back. The little girls run into his arms and he gives them the gifts he got them while on his business trip (a cute little turtle and a teddy bear). The girls expressions were absolutely priceless. This made me smile today despite having to stay late and work 8 a.m.-7 p.m. :)

Won softball game!!

Wed, 21 Jul 2010 00:41:50 -0400

My leg is torn up from sliding into a base during softball today….i don’t even care that I got out…it was awesome. There will be pictures.

About to have some chocolate milk and chicken nuggets…I don’t care about the calories this time of night either…that’s just how satisfied I am with myself tonight.

Life is Good

Sat, 17 Jul 2010 17:05:06 -0400

Thoroughly enjoyed softball practice yesterday! Excited for these weekly practices to come! :)

Bowling tonight!

Favorite quote of the week: “If she has to cheat on me that bad when i’m this good to her..I completely encourage it because he must be damn near amazing..I wish he was my friend too..”

Favorite song right now :Friends In Low Places

Cause I’ve got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases my blues away
And I’ll be okay
I’m not big on social graces
Think I’ll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I’ve got friends in low places

BUSY day

Wed, 14 Jul 2010 00:49:13 -0400

Woke up and worked 8-3, then flew to oswego and taught privates from 3:30 to 5:20 and made 60 bucks, then drove home and showered and hauled absolute ass to make it to bdubs by 6 o clock.

Played softball tonight!!! :) So much fun. I am officially part of team “ballbusters”. I am a “ballbuster”….so great! Went to the Village Squire (bar and team sponser) afterwards for a drink and drank a pint of miller lite..and enjoyed it…for the first time in my LIFE!

Today was epic

on a lighter note…awesome song

Mon, 12 Jul 2010 01:28:17 -0400

on a lighter note…awesome song

second chances.

Mon, 12 Jul 2010 01:26:16 -0400

No one can understand you but yourself. I always said I believed in second chances, but when it came to giving someone a second chance I ran away scared and said no. Some may think that was a smart decision, but after a short road of confusion and debate I would have to say I need to have more faith in people, and allow second chances.

I should have listened to my gut, and to everyone else when they knew better than myself that I wasn’t ready to move on. I did everything in my power to convince myself otherwise, kept myself busy, distracted, emotionally distant and moved away from the past as quick as I was able.

If I get hurt so be it, but atleast I won’t live a life always asking myself “what if”. Atleast I tried again.

Someone once told me that all sadness has an expiration date. Now more than ever I hope that...

Sat, 10 Jul 2010 01:39:55 -0400

Someone once told me that all sadness has an expiration date. Now more than ever I hope that expiration date isn’t longer than the period of time you can keep milk…but I somehow have my doubts.

I long for serenity.

<3 I don’t care if it makes me a dork

Tue, 06 Jul 2010 08:28:09 -0400

<3 I don’t care if it makes me a dork

Funny Movie! Get him to the Greek “I’m mind fucking you right...

Sat, 03 Jul 2010 13:13:38 -0400

Funny Movie! Get him to the Greek

“I’m mind fucking you right now”………….”Well I hope you have a condom cause I have a dirty mind.”

Tomorrow

Wed, 30 Jun 2010 00:37:49 -0400

12:30-Hanging out with cousin Nikki :) Favorite cousin who I have not seen in months!

5:30-BOXING CLASS at Overtime MMA..SO excited…I’m probably gonna get my ass whooped.

7:00-Line dancing to good old country music

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I...

Tue, 29 Jun 2010 19:27:54 -0400

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.”

— John Lennon

:)

Mon, 28 Jun 2010 19:53:46 -0400

Just got back from the ice rink, my Coach Dona has me scheduled from next week on for 32.5 hours a week. I work monday-friday, 8:30 a.m. - 3:00 p.m. :) not bad at all. Decided for now i’m going to keep the massage envy job and work nights from 4-close whenever they schedule me, till I get tired of it and decide I want to have a life. Pretty excited to finally be making a pay check that is more than 300 dollars every 2 weeks!

Spent the remainder of my day eating moms taco dip…shopping (only spent 18 dollars hah) and now I’m off to hang out with my friends Denise and Maggie. Seems like a pretty succesful day :)

cidneyelizabeth: patrickequalsme: BFF’s. love you...

Sat, 26 Jun 2010 18:37:13 -0400

cidneyelizabeth:

patrickequalsme:

BFF’s.

love you brothers!!!!!!!

awesome new friends :)

bored.

Sat, 26 Jun 2010 17:20:40 -0400

I have the most boring job on the face of the planet. I make $8.50 an hour…but for how long I sit and rot my brain here I really feel as if I should be getting paid more. It’s just downright painful. No one should have to sit in silence and stare at a wall for up to 9 hours at a time.

I pray to God there is something to do tonight..because a whole day of being this intensely bored can not be good for you.

:)

Fri, 25 Jun 2010 18:50:43 -0400

Me: Dad you are not going to believe you clean my car is now!
Dad: Oh yea..
Me: Oh yea, but you are going to believe how dirty my room is now
Dad: (Rolls eyes) Oh brother.

hahhh

Thu, 24 Jun 2010 23:20:02 -0400

I just had an argument with my mother about acetylcholinesterase. I love her :)

Beach

Thu, 24 Jun 2010 12:46:45 -0400

Wants to go spend a day at a real beach (not centennial). I want to run around the sand, feel the waves crash into me as I jump into the water and remember the feeling of weightlessness again as the tide sweeps me into deeper waters. I miss the feeling of the sun on my skin, with the slight tinge of burn setting in from a hot summers day. I miss the laughter, joy and bliss that accompany a well spent day at the beach with friends and the sun kissed freckles that appear hours after. I miss the tousled beach hair, carelessness and the talks and memories that come with each trip I have made to a beach.

I really really want to go to the beach. Any takers? Maybe next week?!

"But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell I know, right now you can’t tell But..."

Wed, 23 Jun 2010 14:39:57 -0400

“But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know, right now you can’t tell
But stay a while and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me”

Loved this song years ago and still love it now!

Tue, 22 Jun 2010 23:22:25 -0400

Loved this song years ago and still love it now!